Sunday, September 30, 2007
a rose for my kitty. =)
i`ll grab you from mcdonald`s soon.
when i recover.
and who can teach me origami?
it`s the fall-sick-season for me again.
cough; fever; runny nose ---> FLU.
not again!
i`m so weak physically.
*teeth-griting*
i feel the stress already. i`m coping it well now, because i`m mentally prepared in the first place. school, projects, tuition, birthdays, outings then rest. i wonder how long am i able to withstand actually. falling sick in the first 2 weeks is a sign. but no, i won`t give up. any part time jobs out there that perhaps i could take up? i`m going to be seasonally unemployed. the tuition season is going to end and it`ll only pick up in december again so i need a part time job to keep my finances going. considereing to get a notebook for school. otherwise it`ll be so inconvenient to do any projects in school and elsewhere, especially if i`m going for field-trips for a few days and nights. i need to do my accounts again before i finalize everything. if i must buy, then i must fully utilise it.
went to catch a movie with km yesterday. was supposed to be out with wick kor but he couldn`t make it the last minute so when km smsed me, i thought i should be out since it`s friday night regardless of my flu, with a mission initially, but was aborted thereafter. i`d seen a doctor this time. i decided that this period is crucial and i shall be LESS stubborn. anyways the movie we caught was "shoot 'em up". if u abandon logic, the movie was great. that is IF u think illogically. the movie had loads of gore scenes and i was kind of freaked out. if you know me, you`ll know that i can`t take gore and horror scenes well, because i can feel the pain on myself. i thought km could have been amused by my reactions during the movie, and maybe he`s laughing but i didn`t take notice. i felt faint the whole night due to the inevitable effects of my medicine and i almost dozed off even while standing still.
my hectic schedule`s not gonna end just as yet. this`s only the beginning of the war. i remind myself constantly that i should play hard while working hard, so i still set aside some precious time for gatherings and rest. it`s not easy but i will go through it nonthelessly. this made me a rather more organised person and made me realised that time can be really really valuable. as i`ve told some of my friends, i really enjoy what i`m doing. this, perhaps, is one of my motivation! for those who had been supporting me all these while, i won`t let you guys down and most importantly, i won`t let me down! =) so everyone, we shall work hard together!
my 21st birthday planning is on-going as well. once settled, the inviteds will be notified. =) i know some peeps could not make it due to some reasons. you guys shall owe me a loud birthday song as forfeit! *evil grins* anyways, it`s still a month more away.
... i look forward to seeing cheer chen`s videos. sadly enough, i missed her concert today. =( thanks for sharing, raymond. =)
tomorrow i can see my jc classmates in del`s birthday bash. angie`s right. we`ll turn cam-whores tomorrow again. miss them so much. and bro, tomorrow i`m not neglecting you, don`t worry! let`s stick together and i know you want photos with del right? all on me! =)
see ya. =)
12:13 AM
a rose for my kitty. =)
i`ll grab you from mcdonald`s soon.
when i recover.
and who can teach me origami?
it`s the fall-sick-season for me again.
cough; fever; runny nose ---> FLU.
not again!
i`m so weak physically.
*teeth-griting*
i feel the stress already. i`m coping it well now, because i`m mentally prepared in the first place. school, projects, tuition, birthdays, outings then rest. i wonder how long am i able to withstand actually. falling sick in the first 2 weeks is a sign. but no, i won`t give up. any part time jobs out there that perhaps i could take up? i`m going to be seasonally unemployed. the tuition season is going to end and it`ll only pick up in december again so i need a part time job to keep my finances going. considereing to get a notebook for school. otherwise it`ll be so inconvenient to do any projects in school and elsewhere, especially if i`m going for field-trips for a few days and nights. i need to do my accounts again before i finalize everything. if i must buy, then i must fully utilise it.
went to catch a movie with km yesterday. was supposed to be out with wick kor but he couldn`t make it the last minute so when km smsed me, i thought i should be out since it`s friday night regardless of my flu, with a mission initially, but was aborted thereafter. i`d seen a doctor this time. i decided that this period is crucial and i shall be LESS stubborn. anyways the movie we caught was "shoot 'em up". if u abandon logic, the movie was great. that is IF u think illogically. the movie had loads of gore scenes and i was kind of freaked out. if you know me, you`ll know that i can`t take gore and horror scenes well, because i can feel the pain on myself. i thought km could have been amused by my reactions during the movie, and maybe he`s laughing but i didn`t take notice. i felt faint the whole night due to the inevitable effects of my medicine and i almost dozed off even while standing still.
my hectic schedule`s not gonna end just as yet. this`s only the beginning of the war. i remind myself constantly that i should play hard while working hard, so i still set aside some precious time for gatherings and rest. it`s not easy but i will go through it nonthelessly. this made me a rather more organised person and made me realised that time can be really really valuable. as i`ve told some of my friends, i really enjoy what i`m doing. this, perhaps, is one of my motivation! for those who had been supporting me all these while, i won`t let you guys down and most importantly, i won`t let me down! =) so everyone, we shall work hard together!
my 21st birthday planning is on-going as well. once settled, the inviteds will be notified. =) i know some peeps could not make it due to some reasons. you guys shall owe me a loud birthday song as forfeit! *evil grins* anyways, it`s still a month more away.
... i look forward to seeing cheer chen`s videos. sadly enough, i missed her concert today. =( thanks for sharing, raymond. =)
tomorrow i can see my jc classmates in del`s birthday bash. angie`s right. we`ll turn cam-whores tomorrow again. miss them so much. and bro, tomorrow i`m not neglecting you, don`t worry! let`s stick together and i know you want photos with del right? all on me! =)
see ya. =)
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:13 AM
